Got up in the afternoon, didn't comprehend myself until late evening. ate a whole jar of squash caviar for breakfast lunch and a pack of chips for dinner. Watched dark and gory but exteremly beautiful spanish cartoon about the war and a documentary about wild hamsters (watched in german, understood one and half sentence)
Turned out it's very interesting topic, since wild hamsters are on the verge of extintion, so there is a special program to save them. Yea, when I gave up on translating that german documentary I found a few english videos, there are plenty of them.
For the last seven years I tend to do no nothing on saturdays, they are for turning my brains off and restoring energy. So it is a description of my perfect Saturday. But this Saturday wasn’t perfect. This day could make me incredibly happy and satisfied.
But I still feel terrible. Not as terrible as yesterday, I finally stopped crying. But things wich used to make me happy weren't able to do it this time. No. This time I'm not able to be happy.
Turned out it's very interesting topic, since wild hamsters are on the verge of extintion, so there is a special program to save them. Yea, when I gave up on translating that german documentary I found a few english videos, there are plenty of them.
For the last seven years I tend to do no nothing on saturdays, they are for turning my brains off and restoring energy. So it is a description of my perfect Saturday. But this Saturday wasn’t perfect. This day could make me incredibly happy and satisfied.
But I still feel terrible. Not as terrible as yesterday, I finally stopped crying. But things wich used to make me happy weren't able to do it this time. No. This time I'm not able to be happy.