I think whining in english can improve my skillsjust keep on saying how tired I am even if I don't do much I'm mentally exshausted after all the decisions I've made during this year so now I'm not able to manage through three different tasks simultaniously. Even if the tasks are something like - text clients about the schedule, buy some grocery and help mom with that thing she asked like a month ago. No, thank you, TOO MUCH I feel tired when I think about all the things I WANT to do, things that aren't my duties. All the books I wanted to read, languages to learn (not like learn-learn, just pay attention and make a couple of exercieces from time to time), swimming pool, dancing classes, occacionally i think about sketching (it happens when I recall the years spent on my art educetion), finishing that short story with a genious idea and quite poor execuition. How on earth is it possible to combine all of this with housechores and full time job? Oh, and also I have a naive dream about some kind of social life. July was good because I didn't do anything - didn't work, didn't try to be creative and almost didn't eat August was interesting because I had a rabbit i and was interested in my job (what a miracle!) But now I'm exhausted. again.